And my reign of doing idiotic things continues. I went to see the Anachronism to ask him about the belt, if there's any way to fix it, or up the power or something. I can barely think, and all I want to do is sleep. At least if these new goggles help me to be able to eat again...that's something. At least it's almost summer break. Then I can mope and noone'll miss me.
Well, I did it. Stole the pills... I didn't have a choice. Anyway, once he can't find them, somebody will give him a refill, so it's not like any real harm done. Things get lost when you're moving all the time.
That is bull! So much Bull. He's subjecting me to more of this life when I'd rather be knocked out, alseep without dreams or death eating away at me. Those pills were the only respite I had. He doesn't get it and he wouldn't even try. With everything Warren's been through, I thought maybe he'd understand, but nothing. I can't go back and ask Severen now, not if it'll get him in more trouble, but there's got be a way I can -- Rich.
Rich's pills. It's not like they won't give /him/ more. He doesn't like taking them, maybe he won't even miss 'em. Yeah...it's the only way.
Don't depend on them... whatever. These pills are the only thing I /can/ depend on anymore. I need to turn the world off. My head, the pain, the world of death that's all I see anymore. I can't even eat beacuse everything looks rotten. I'm probably going to starve. Maybe just going to sleep and never waking up would be better. I wonder who, or what I would come back as. And would Calie really be here in some other form? And my dad?
When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore
Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone
Good Morning, Beautiful How was your night? Mine was wonderful with you by my side When I open my eyes to see your sweet face, it's a good morning, beautiful day!
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